too disappointed to even care~

yey hari jumaat balik! ok sepatutnya plan aku hari khamis nak balik. tapi ada sorang doktor psycho yg sangat concern pasal murid-muridnya, jadi dia dah cakap,

"i expect to see my students, in my Spine team, to be present in Friday morning ward round."

at that time i was thinking of any excuse. 

MC?

oh dia siap clarify maksud MC (medical certificate) lagi. the head of department (aku rasa bukan dia head of dept, tapi sbb ceritanya mungkin dia yg akan terima surat MC dari student, so dia nak cakap la apa yg dia akan buat dgn surat MC tu) has the right to question the MC letter. if you're very very sick, how come you're not admitted? (seriously? you want us to at least have one fractured leg than only we can go home?) emergency leave is only when disaster happens. death, natural disasters. you cannot use the natural disaster that happens in US as your excuse in your leave, and death of animal pets are not accepted as an excuse also.

and i was thinking,

maybe he won't even realize i'm not in the ward round. too many people following him during the round. i might be clouded by my shyness and dumbness.

then suddenly,

"i may not remember your names, but i do remember faces. so don't even think of asking your friends to be the replacement. how many of you in my Spine team? 6?"

dangg. then when he was saying all this shit stuff, i was looking at him. and oh, seriously? it was like, directed especially at me! so i smiled my stupid smile to him. and he said,

"apa senyum-senyum? you have any plan on going back on Thursday, is it? what, tiket nak balik kampung dah takda yg lain ke?"

and i was like,

"whaaa-? noo noo"

this is really happening. i can't believe it.

"really? because i saw you cuit-cuit kawan sebelah tu,"

and everybody was laughing. my God. is he psychic or something. scary.

so, here i am. counting days. hours. minutes. to go back home. nak basuh baju, tapi asyik hujan je. taknak bawak banyak-banyak barang balik rumah. but terpaksalah gamaknya.

zhafran ajak tengok Final Destination 5 esok. c'mon. really? bosan je. FD4 pun bosan. nanti dia mesti ada cut the gruesome scenes. then what for you watch it, right? you pay for the disgusting part. wasting your money lah. don't, don't watch it. let's go to KFC and have cheesy wedges instead.

so i'll have 2 sahurs and 1 more buka puasa here. fun way of counting.