ADD: attention-deficit disorder

i have the tendency to deviate from one story to another. i cannot stay in one story long enough. i know this since.. i don't know. if i read again my blog entries, i realized that, i had difficulties in choosing the proper title for almost every entry. that's because, i talk about a lot of things in one entry. 

the same happens when i'm studying. i can read about club foot and then suddenly i go and search for cerebral palsy. and then suddenly when i remember something, i'll go check the other topics on orthopaedics. then i go play computer games since studying is so boring.

the same also happens when i'm having conversations with people. i tend to jump on topics, and go back to the previous one. then when i'm bored i don't listen to them anymore. then when i hear something interesting i'll go back in the conversation.

is it good? sounds like i have attention-deficit disorder. or autism. my attention span is short.

so let's try to be focused on something now. choose one topic. i want to be serious. MARRIAGE.

what i feel about marriage

dalam konteks Islam, i know marriage is a good thing, dapat pahala kalau mendirikan perkahwinan, menghasilkan zuriat. ok i think marriage is a too-serious topic to be discussed. by me.

grr. 1st attempt to be focused: FAIL. <--- fail tu colour hijau. hihi. ok ok focus.

nak cakap pasal something fun. like going to the Disneyland! now just why does "something fun" always relate to "Disneyland"? i thought Disneyland is for kids? but i saw these pictures of my friends going there and it looked like they had serious fun there. maybe it IS fun. only i don't know. 

because i don't have the money, and the time to go there. forget time. i don't have the money.

for me, something fun to talk about are:

1. Gay people

2. Tranny (transvestites)

3. Local celebrities who did plastic surgery

4. Gossips about the doctors and nurses here in HUKM

5. Hot atheletes

6. Friends in FB who post all kinds of status

7. etc

so most of the fun things are: PROVOCATIVE. gay people, and all.

so short stories, but full of meaning, is good. being vague is good. is it? kalau i tanya orang soalan, orang tu MESTI jawab soalan i. tak boleh deviate-deviate. you deviate lah macam mana pun, i tanya jugak soalan yg sama sampai i dapat jawapan yg i nak. i tak mau jawapan yg vague. ok?

so what's the meaning of THIS word?

err. maybe it's THAT. i'm not sure. go on and check in the dictionary.

ok i checked. it's not THAT. it's THAAAT.

oh ok.

so you didn't know the meaning of THIS word before this?

no, i've came across that word before.


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but YOU DIDN'T KNOW the meaning of it.


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no i didn't.

question : answered. mood : satisfied :)

alamak lah tak mandi lagi. dah pukul 10pm. orang tua-tua kata,

kalau mandi malam-malam boleh dapat paru-paru berair.

paru-paru + air = pulmonary edema? pulmonary effusion? 

sepanjang i belajar tak pernah la i baca one of the risk factors for pulmonary edema or effusion is mandi malam. ish2 tak baik tau mempersendakan kata-kata orang tua. nanti kena betul kang. hmm. so tak payah mandi la? haha

hey i nak pergi mandi la ni. you ingat i apa? 

eleh mcm tak biasa je mandi sekali sehari.